NBTD

7day recap

30th march - penat.ngantuk.xde mood, n sebagainye.kenapela panas sgt kat sini...hai
29th march - got excited for sumthing which never came.but instead sumthing else brightened up my day.thx :)
28th march - hanged out wif frenz.had fun.lots of fun
27th march - met frenz from demetrox core server: shah, zarep, issey
26th march - worked hard for the upcoming weekend
25th march - played frenly match of dota wif neo (read: ownage lol)
24th march - forgot already :P

that's all.hahahaha.malas nk tulis in detail.prolly later

holding back tears

i hate nagging
coz i hate being nagged at
but i juz cant help it
coz it hurts so much when i think about it
i try to convey it clearly
but is it so hard to understand?
until i hav to say it over and over again
is it tiring hearing me complaint?
i guess so, coz i'm tired myself
i was told not to think much about it
but that's the same as telling me to become ignorant of my own feelings

can i be cold to people?
yes i can
can i ignore people?
yes i can
can i forget about people?
yes i can
can i be insensitive to others?
yes i can
but i cant be like that to u
and i dont know y

i'm selfish i'm oversensitive
i know that
i hate myself
but like u said: who doesnt?

i wish i can make things simpler and not complicated
and i'll try to
eventhough it hurts

Do do doo..

She was my once in a lifetime
happy ending come true
I guess I should have told her
I thought she knew...

She said I took her for granted
that's the last thing I would do
I'll never understand it
'cause I thought she knew...

I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should've known
I should've known..

A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken

I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should've known
I should've known..

She was my once in a lifetime
happy ending come true
I guess I should of told her
but i thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew...

p/s - pointless entry this time :P