NBTD

Peekaboo!

Its been a while since i last updated this blog. I've been very busy with a few things lately and i cant find a time to sit down and do it. I'll share more on what they are, but before that I'd like to announce (to those who still dont know) that I'll start working in Kerteh with PGB starting next month, which is only a couple of days away. Received a call from HR on the 18th, and got the offer letter the day after. Was really relieved to receive the job offer after four months of planting grapes. At least i can have a stable income, compared to the income i get from repairing customer's PCs and laptops.

Everyone have goals in life, and this job is a stepping stone for me to get to mine. No, i dont plan to stay in that company for the rest of my life, but at least i'l stay there for 10 years for the sake of the contract. Its a large company with a lot of competition (read: colleagues), so its kinda hard for me to climb up my career ladder. I can opt to live a simple life, doing the same routine job, staying at the same career level, for the next 10 years of my life but I dont want to! That wont take me to the goals that i've set up, one of which is an e46 by the end of 2010 :D

Due to this, i dont think i can go online often for the next couple of weeks. At least not until i've subscribed to streamyx or any wireless broadband....damn i cant live w/o the internet.hahahaha..

I'l be staying with shark and pian, who have already started working there for more than a month. Its nice to have some friends in a place which i am not familiar with. I'l feel more at home with friends around :)

Say hi to kerteh, and goodbye to late night lepak at mamak, late night BT/Hyjal raids, and late night CoD4/DotA...

I'd like to thank my friends who have been with me this past 4 months.  Zamree, Ekal, Ediph, AP, Shafiq, Afiq, Im, Epul, Fathi, Dudud, Bangah and Bulu (sowi if i missed out some names). You guys are really fun to hang out with. Honestly when i was still studying, everytime i go back home to JB i'l get bored, coz i've lost contact with most of my friends here. The first few weeks of grape planting was bored like hell, until i started hanging out with u guys. I'm really glad i met u guys, and i'l try my best to keep in touch!

I'm already starving, so i guess i'l cut it short here. Juz fyi JFX had gone some minor facelift. Will post the pics up in my fs. And to zamree, goodluck with VirtualCore and Teeya!

Reminiscence

The other day, i was surfing and doing whatever i do in front of the pc when a familiar song played in my playlist. It did take me a few moments to recall that it was a song which i dedicated to a very good friend of mine after we had a fight. U know who u are :)

Here are the lyrics of "Forgive Me" by my all time fav band, Evanescence.

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

Single again

Title is self explanatory. Happened last week after i've done much thinking. Reasons are:
1. Someone already asked for her hand in marriage
2. It was an irrational relationship
3. I dun want a gf at the moment (want scandals only :P)

p/s-she's not my scandal.she's juz a friend.a very good friend :)

Devastation ;p

I know I promised to elaborate on the last entry, but due to some reasons I cant (read:lazy :P). Well, maybe a little... I went to Shah Alam and met with some friends. They were Shah, Zarep, Issey, Ijam, Pendy, and some others (sorry guys if I misspelled ur names). It was the first time I meet them, as they were only virtual friends in WoW!

I played WoW in a private server called Demetrox Core Server. The players there were mostly Malaysians, but there were also some from Singapore, US, and even Czech! The server's based in Singapore and maintained by a group of dedicated admins from Malaysia.

Its not bugged as much as other private servers that i played, the GMs are most of the time around to assist and help players, and the raids are challenging and fun! The bosses are not entirely melee (they have skills!), and are tuned to the players' skills. Which means that when the admin team feel that the bosses are too easy, they will bump the bosses' skills a bit to give the players more challenge.

Events, raids, battlegrounds...there's lots of things that I wanna tell about Demetrox Core, but I guess its better if u guys go to their website itself and see here.

p/s-ajuk, nk s3 pls! aku dh promote server ko! :P

That's all for this entry, but before that..to someone:
I've sumthing to say to u but not that much. Yeah we never had anything going on officially..u were only my client and our contract ended last year :P Nonetheless, there were some complications after the contract period, and I admit it was my fault for misunderstanding. Am sorry for all that. The other day I told u dat I wanted to forget u entirely, but i think it doesn't really matter now as there's no more ache inside. but one thing's for sure: u've opened up my eyes and changed my view to life, and i thank u for that. no hard feelings :)